New LJ name: x_princevaliant

OMGz I'm being repetitive. x_x;;

post muna aku dito.

ang gwapo ni kangin. XDDD;;

kinilig naman ako para kay eeteuk. :3

bakit maganda si eeteuk?

*flies*

pasensya na po at ang labo~~~



wahaha. an american man wants to hire me for his call center. apparently, he thinks i speak 'really good english'.

i said, 'no, i gotta get my degree first. i'm not working until i graduate.'

he was all, 'oh, ok, so you'll be like done in 12 months, right?'

i was like, 'yeah, in around twelve months.'

then he went, 'ah, yeah, give me your number and stuff. i can't give you my number, since i lost my celphone, yeah...'

'sure thing.' i gave him this tiny piece of paper with my name and number, because i am that easy lmao. 'that's a small piece of paper, though. you might lose it.'

'nah, i won't. that's it. you're hired.'

'haha, nice try. i'm still in school.'

'hehe. ok, nice to meet you.'

'nice to meet you, too.'

then i walked off.

lol.


...

*sighs*



i can't remember his name. 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD;;;

*shot*

New LJ name: x_princevaliant
There's nothing there yet.
Add if you wish. :3

I'll miss everyone~~~ &hearts

*kicks things*

I died. u_u;

So, why am I posting?

To say I won't be back for a very long time.

Nope, nothing serious, really.

It's more like taking a break from things.

Unfortunately, I can't do a lot of things with the little internet time that I have.

I'm also beginning to work on my thesis, the one major requirement for my graduation.

Plus, those who know me well know that it's always this time of the year that I take a major shift in fandom. I know it seems drastic, but... *sighs*. Anyway, I thought it wasn't going to be the same this year, but it seems I'm wrong.

( And... )

I'm still reachable through e-mail. If I'm in the mood for chatting, I'll go on AIM or YM or MSN.

And, in case you guys are curious about it, I still do have one very, very angry muse and one half-baked muse. They're still here. u_u;

I'm sorry I haven't been going on-line. I don't really have a problem. I think I'm the problem. It's hard to explain. Nonetheless, I still won't be around much.

However, I am 100% sure I'm going to be back one day with my muses. Whether or not they'll have someone or something to go back to, I'm sure I/we can deal with it.

Aww, there, I made one of them cry. Again. For the nth time this month.

Shoot.

*goes away*

*goes back for a second*

And I'll probably get a new LJ name and AIM sn soon. I'll post here about it.

*really leaves*

YAY. Weekend. Thank you. Thank you for weekends.

ETA:
If you watch Idol (like I do, because I'm such a geek), you'll find this awesomely cracked:

http://chris-sligh.blogspot.com/

Weeeelll... even if you don't watch Idol, you'll still find it pretty cracked.
Check out the list of songs he has there.
It's just... glorious. XDD;

*suntok sa buwan*

ano ba yung buhay ng ibang tao? bakit ba feeling nila napaka-hirap na ng buhay nila?
kaunting chuva lang, pinalalaki pa. yung mga tao dito sa bahay, ganun na nga. tapos pati yung mga tao sa internet ganun pa rin? x_x bakit kaya??

magpapaka-stoic na lang talaga ako kapag ako'y napurga.

pero maganda pa rin si leeteuk.

( at mahal pa rin siya ni kangin. )

basta ako masaya.

kahit marami nang pressure.

masaya ako. :3

♥

A Korean guy named Paul Kim made it to American Idol's Top 24.
Now, how did I know that? :3

Told you, I'm psychic.

He's not super hot, though he's got a buff body.

One of my favorites, Sean Michel, did not even make the Top 40. u_u;

Shoot, am I that much of a loser to know inside stuff about American Idol?? XDDD;;

( Anyway, I'm kinda watching this season because of this guy. )

x x x x x x x x x x

Babala.

Ito ang patunay na ako ay isang mapanlait at masamang nilalang.

( Pero tunay rin na espesyal ang batang si RyeoWook. )

x x x x x x x x x x

Nakakagigil sila minsan.

Hindi ko napigilan ang pagkagigil ko.

( Naalala ko tuloy 'yung pelikula ni Katrina Halili na hindi bumenta. )

Sige na barilin niyo na ako.

Sobrang borlogs ng post na ito.

...

Sound trips are fun, especially with songs that were popular four, five, six,... years ago. They bring back memories both good and bad. I still pretty much live in high school.

Camille, one of my closest friends in college, and I like to reminisce about high school, even though we only met last year and went to different high schools. We had lots of similar experiences... Now, we're two very different people, but we totally enjoy each other's company. Or maybe it's because I have no other choice but to put up with her because we have the same classes 'til graduation... Hehe. No. If I could choose between her and my other friends to be my one and only buddy in all of my classes, I'd still pick her. She says the same thing to me. ^^

School has been getting me anxious. My senior friends are graduating soon... They've given me a perfect idea of how hard it will be for a Language and Literature major to cope with thesis and academics on the senior year. Furthermore, our professors have really high expectations from me and Camille. We don't get straight A's, but we do get A's in all the classes that matter. How we are going to maintain our academic performance next year, I can't be too sure...

*types something but deletes it*

I have not been watching Hana Yori Dango 2... I have episodes 3 and 4, but I have not watched them yet. I haven't downloaded episode 5.

Something must be wrong with me, ne? 8DDD;;

But I have been watching One Tree Hill. :3; Nailey~~ ♥

Isn't it sad sad how my life just revolves around school and TV? And how it has to take my muse to make me feel emotions? x_x;

Ehh. X-Ray Spex is making me feel giddy. 8D

( Some boys are so beautiful, it's ridiculous. )

♥

...

*punches random keys on keyboard*

._."

I don't know what time everyone has been going on-line anymore.

So it's either I pick the worst times to sign on to AIM or they've all been hiding from me as if I hadn't been hiding, too, but at least I do it when no one else is around which totally invalidates the point.

This is sad. u_u;

*stares at text cursor*

Alright. I'm going on-line tomorrow, Monday. I'll be on from like 3am (don't know what time that is for everyone else, though, and I seriously hope my alarm actually goes off) 'til my ass tells me to get off the seat and do other stuff (like research on a feasible thesis topic x_x!!). GAH, I swear, by the end of March, I will be less busy, and I will try to be on for at least 8 hours a day... at least until I start my internship, but I will still be less busy. Schoolwork has been taking too much time off my hands.

( At least someone made me smile tonight. )

Anyway, I was at the supermarket this afternoon (because I've been craving for Chocopie), and someone recognized me. She called me by my last name... XDDD; She was one of the CAT-1 (Citizens Army Training 1) officers who graduated a couple of years before I did.

Man, I miss the training days. I know military training in high school sounds loser-y; but in a school where there aren't any cheerleaders or respectable jocks, being a CAT officer immediately puts you high on the popularity scale. e_e; But that really wasn't the best thing about it...

The absolute best thing about my being an officer was I got to train an all-male platoon. The male Model Platoon. The one that our school sends to district competitions. Imagine being able to boss around the cutest and most popular guys in your high school. Yes. I was the ultimate power figure. I even had more than a few power trips and pissed the hell out of my platoon by making them do push-ups and squat-thrusts (haha "squat-thrusts" XDDDDDD) and the entire army dozen excercise. I have no idea how bitchy little me I managed to have one of the guys in the platoon as my boyfriend back then. Trust me, I did not go easy on him AT ALL. Maybe he liked being dominated. 8D

How did I get to that?? *reads previous paragraphs* Oh. x_x

I'm going to bed. I'll be back in 2 hours. o_o;;; Hopefully.

Okay.

*breathes*

I swear, I am not just saying this to make it sound like I'm the ultimate KangTeuk fan because I'm cosmically connected to them in some way.

Because I'm not.

LOL.

Although I wish I were.

A few days ago, I had this random daydream about KangTeuk:

They're lying in bed, and YoungOon is stroking JungSu's hair. He goes, "You're getting more and more beautiful, my feisty redhead." YES, my daydreams are often weird and lame and nauseating.

JungSu grins. "Your 'feisty redhead'? I like that. But I'm going to be blond soon."

"Blond?? Why??"

"'Cause it's like... my turn. Or else I'll suffer Rella's bitchiness."

YoungOon doesn't get it. I actually don't get it either. "Ahh, okay. Haha."

JungSu sighs and snuggles up to his husband YoungOon.

Then YoungOon goes: "So... soon you'll be my blond bombshell?"

JungSu looks up at him and smiles. "I like the sound of that. And yes."

( And so... )

Hehe...

I want Chocopie.

And Starbucks coffee.

Ever tried backmasking (reversing) Nirvana's songs?

Some dude on YouTube named Ernie seems to have found hidden messages in some of Nirvana's songs.

Uhh...


I don't think so.



Even though Kurt did have a weird way of pronouncing his own lyrics, I don't think he was deliberately or even subconsciously singing about a bloody tent (??) and blue martians in "Smells Like Teen Spirit".

Come on.




This reminds me of Led's "Stairway to Heaven" played backwards.
It supposedly contains a subliminal message.

But I don't think so either.



>_>;;

Sorry, I'm just in too much of a fangirl mode to type this in English. XD
But it's basically about KangTeuk being KangTeuk on MCountdown. XDDDDD

WOWWWW~~~!!!!
Ang saya nung isang kumag sa MCountdown!! XDDD
Bakit kaya?? XDD
Ang ganda kasi ni Teuk. Blooming ulit. Ganadong-ganado si KangIn makipag-KangTeukan.
And...
KangIn made a mistake of introducing himself as EeTeuk. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
HOOOOOOOOOO~~~
Nawindang na naman.
Kaka-simula pa lang ng show, nagkanda-ewan-ewan na si KangIn.
Tapos hindi makatingin nang matino kay EeTeuk~~~~
Yes.
I love you, MCountdown.
Ang saya ng mundo.
Wala na, alam na ng buong mundo kung gaano kayong kabadiiiiingggg~~~~~~~
KangTeuk~~~ O_O!!!!!!
Grabe na kayoooo~~~~
Upgrade~~~ XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Dahil 2007 na, kailangan mas bading.
Kailangan mas lantaran ang KangTeukan.

Kawawa ka naman ShinDong.
Nakaka-OP talaga kapag KangTeuk ang kasama.
Kaya nga bad trip din dati si SungMin sa Adonis Camp... XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Kaya nga magsama na lang si SungMin at ShinDong.

HAha, gusto ko sana magpost ng screen caps kaso...
...nakakahiya. XD;;
Kung walang ibang makakakita sa ginagawa ko, okay lang. XDDDD;;;
Dami kasi masyado mga kabadingan~~~ x_X!!!!

Alam ko na ang pangalan nung girl sa school namin na kamukha ni Teuk. XD
"Georgina". XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD <333333
Piano major pala siya.
EeTeuk na EeTeuk. XDD!!!
Kaso ang tahimik masyado. Ang hina ng boses.
Nung nakasabay ko siya sa jeep, ako pa ang nag-"para" para sa kanya. XDDDD

Ampanget ni YoungSaeng. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Got a couple of these from teh_kushie and yojichan. ^^

( Ada-chan desu~~~! ^o^ )

Post an anonymous comment answering these...

1. one compliment
2. one secret
3. what you consider me as
4. how old you are
5. how long we've known each other
6. whether or not you're on my lj friends list now
7. and a hint as to who you are

...and I'll try to guess who you are.

I still feel sick. I am going to try and get enough sleep tonight. u_u;;

( webcamwhoring. )


u_u;;

Gyuu~~ Kushie-ness~~~ x_x!!
Madidisgrasya talaga kami dun sa bago mong alaga... X________X!!!


ETA...
Wanna roleplay? :3 jk_rakuen
We are very nice mods.
We don't eat people alive.
We kill them first.

^o^/


ETA #2...
ch0nks, pahiram nito ha~~~ ^^;;



XDDD!!! Guuuuhhh~~~
Kailangang magpakatinoooo~~~

정수아~~ ♥
보고십어요.

...

One of my muses is... mad at me. x_x
I knew it. He's making me feel so freaking guilty right now.
Well, I'm not exactly like the super person that he is. >_>;;
And I AM doing well in school!! >[

The other muse...
Err... how shall I put this?
He's going to get himself in deep shit if he's not careful.
I mean, what would YOU do if one of your best girl friends is in town?
Moreover, it has been YEARS since you last saw her. x_x?

Aissh.

I have to take my mind off this.

...

I'm going to find a way to enter text in IPA on the computer...
...because I need to review the IPA for my report, and I'm too lazy to leave the computer.

I might as well search for resources on Plato's and Aristotle's political theories.

And maybe read some news articles on what's going on in this country. ^^;;

...

And I'm going to apply for an internship this summer. ^o^/
I know most people think that's boring, but... for someone who has never worked a single job in her entire life, it's really something to look forward to. :3

*sigh*

Hana Yori Dango 2 Ep. 3......

9 hours pa ang download. x_x
Hindi matatapos ito ngayong araw na ito.
Mukhang bukas ko pa mapapanood. x_x
If not for my brother who makes me turn off my downloads. >_>;;
Okay lang. Hindi naman ganun ka-halaga. u_u

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Now is NOT a good time to listen to Jesus of Suburbia.

To live and not to breathe is to die in tragedy,
To run, to run away and find what you believe...
And I leave behind this hurricane of fucking lies.
I lost my faith to this, this town that don't exist,
so I run, I run away to the light of masochists...
And I leave behind this hurricane of fucking lies,
And I walk this line a million and one fucking times...

...but not this time.

I don't feel any shame I won't apologize...
When there ain't nowhere you can go...
Running away from pain when you've been victimized...
Tales from another broken home.

x x x x x x x x x x x

I need to go back to bed.

I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm counting sheep but running out
As time ticks by, still I try
No rest for cross-stops in my mind
On my own, here we go...

x x x x x x x x x x x

I feel another 'Dear Sho-senpai' letter at the tips of my fingers.
The last 'Dear Sho-senpai' letter I wrote was more than three years ago.
And it was not exactly a happy letter. x_x
It sucks not being able to cry when I need to.
My fucking chest feels so heavy...

No, I am not going to feel the pressure.
I can do this~~!!
No more manic depression!!
If I am going to write another 'Dear Sho-senpai' letter, it's not going to be like the one I wrote three years ago.
It's no longer going to be about giving up and being angry at everything.
I'm gonna study and work as hard as Sho-senpai. XD!!!
And I still plan to get a master's degree after I graduate. XD

GANBARIMASU!!!!

P.S. Sho Sakurai is a daisotsu idol. I believe there aren't very many of them in Japan. ^^;;
('dai' = daigaku, university; 'sotsu' = sotsugyousei, graduate. Sho graduated with an Economics degree from Keio University, which ranked #120 in the QS Top Universities. Our dear UP ranked #299. x_x?!)

Burn, DVD, burn~~~
Why does it need to take at least 3 hours to burn a decent DVD??! x_x

I feel sleepy... and sick... But I'm staying up and procrastinating like crazy notwithstanding the drowsiness, because I feel like I've been missing out on a lot. Of what? I don't even know for sure.

This is insane. I need to review for a freaking exam on Tuesday and finish my analysis/criticism of three research papers... x_x; I know that doesn't sound like much, but for someone who procrastinates as much as I do, it's going to be HELL.

Tuesday's exam will have questions somehow related to politics and current events, two things I do not have a clue about. First of all, I am allergic to politics. Secondly, I do not read the newspaper nor watch the evening news. I know apathy is almost as bad as ignorance (or perhaps even worse), but I just can't get myself to care.

As for the resarch papers, they're not so bad. One of them was even done by my ex-professor in UPLB. The thing with easy assignments is that I tend to procrastinate even more with them. Cramming can be a good thing sometimes, but not when you're doing discourse analysis, it's not. It's just something that has to be taken seriously and spent a little more extra time on.

I also have to conduct an interview with a teacher at my mom's school. I don't feel like doing it, but I've already arranged an appointment; it's gonna be on Monday.

Oh, shoot. I still have some more essays to read and critique. Plus that assignment on the structure of language... and a research/report on semantic phonology that I should have done ages ago.

Yet I am hoping to get all A's this semester.

Crap, I nearly forgot. We have a field trip next month that will cost me some cash. x_x;

I don't want history to repeat itself. If I start going manic-depressive again, I'm toast. Sometimes it really helps to be stoic. There are just some things that are so damn hard to ignore. x_x! I really want to have good grades, even though grades aren't really the measure of one's potentials and capabilities. But reality is that grades matter. If I want to get a decent job after graduation, I'm going to have to go a notch higher on my academic performance.

Therefore I must go to bed and get up early tomorrow so I could study. But... no. I'm not going to do that. I insist on sitting here and posting an entry on my LJ.

I do think it helps relieve the pressure a bit. At least for a while.

I promise myself I'll work on the freaking research papers on Tuesday. I'll read on those political scientists and philosophers on Monday night. Everything else will be done sometime tomorrow... hopefully.

I feel so deprived of something. I don't know what.

Ne~ xsangekix, what's up? '-'
My kid and I are missing you and Teukkie really bad here.

Eh. u_u;

Seriously... why is it that we always seem to have NOTHING for breakfast? x_x;

Hoho~

Anyway, I want everyone to say this really fast:

"Arashi sagashi atari sawagashii,
sono susamajji sawagi masani arashi."

:3

Ehh...?!?!

Was there MCountdown this week?
Because I don't see it uploaded anywhere.
Or am I missing something?

*le sigh*

oooohhh~~~

Yesterday, while I was sitting in the bus, I saw a dude who looks like YunHo.
But when he turned a bit he kind of looked like... Ohno.
Weird.
It's so hard to imagine now, but he really does look like YunHo and Ohno put together.

Uno. Ohno. Uno. Ohno.

My head's gonna explode.